Happy Ever After?

Day 586 - May 13, 2012

If you don’t want me anymore, just tell me so that I can distance myself from you. I really hate being unwanted, specially when it’s you. I’m done being so desperate about you. Yes, I still love you but I’m done chasing you. I already accepted things, but please let me know when everything’s over.

I need to hear you say “this is the end of our days”. I’m not being negative, I’m just facing the reality because I don’t want to be blinded by fairytales. Yes, not anymore. I have to be a realist now. I don’t want to think bad things about you but you’re pushing me to. Do you really want me to hate you?

It’s not easy and never will

Ea

Day 585 - May 12, 2012

The thought of losing you is killing me. I know I am not supposed to act like this because I don’t have the right. But isn’t it unfair that feeling this way is just for those who don’t have the right?

I’m really clueless right now. I’m clueless if when will you be gone in my life and I’m clueless if you will ever know about my feelings. I just can’t help but feel sad about the fact that sooner or later everything about us will fall apart. I don’t want us to be strangers again, it will totally torture me.

When the day comes that you will have to leave me, I’ll only ask one little favor from you… Don’t forget me. Please? If you’ll forget me and it will really break my heart and it’s as if you killed everything in me.

You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you!

Ea

Day 584 - May 11, 2012

Where are you? I really need you right now. I’m so depressed and lonely. You are an extension of my thoughts. You’re the only one I’m comfortable to talk to.

I miss you so much, very much.♥

Ea

Day 583 - March 10, 2012

Is it true or not? Whatever it is, my feelings for you will never change. I have to get used myself not to talk to you all the time, not to think of you all the time, not to text you and the time and I should slowly detach myself to you. I am not supposed to get attached to you but I did and that’s the truth. 

But before everything in us will fall apart, I want to let you know that I have been loving you for such a long time.

I love you, since Day 1.

Ea